The First of many

Greetings, my name is Jay. I have known since my earliest memory of four and half years of age that I am in fact a female not a male. I have struggled with this knowledge for my entire life. Now, at the age of 40, I feel the issue has gone unattended to, for far to long. The time has come to strip away the male ideology I was trained/programmed to be and finally be that feminine presence that lies buried beneath.