Beef Stew and a Different View


So the second presidential debt was last night. What a joke!
Got home and had to devour the beef stew my mom made last night. While eating my lunch after a morning of work, I realized my view, my perception, has changed; not just from turning 41, but thanks to the president race this year it has changed. I realize even more now that the american public is doomed.

Good Morning Jonesboro, Ga.


Here in Jonesboro, Ga. This fine chilly morning to inventory an Advance Auto.
The weekend was so beautiful. Got to spend some time with a good friend.
Looking forward to what the week ahead has to offer. I am ready divine universe for all that you may throw or send my way.
Have a great day and a great week everyone.
May your week be full of growth, light, love,& peace.
Until next time
Yours Always
Jay

Gratitude wnd Appreciation


Been under the weather, sick, for the past two weeks; finally feel better thanks to my mom and my partner. The only two friends, aside from my nephew, that I have.
To me a real friend comes to visit. A real friend calls. A real friend cares and is interested about my life. Outside my family I do not have any of those.
For some reason people do not like being around me; and I am a really nice, caring, and loving person. Its so weird to me.
I mean if I was a bitch, an asshole, mean, uncaring, or uninterested I could understand my current state; but that is not the case.
Its weird. I use to know and was friends with many people, now I know very, very few people.
My mom says its because of my time abusing drugs, but I disagree; real-true- friends do not abandon you during times of need.
PEOPLE JUST SUCK!
Some how we have moved into a very self-centered time in human history. People are only focused on their own selfish needs and survival.
We ALL have forgotten that we are all in this life, this world, together.
So in closing I am tremendously grateful and appreciative for my mom & my partner. Without them there is no telling where I would be.
THANK YOU MOM, THANK YOU CHUCK.
I LOVE YOU BOTH.
Much light and love to you all.
Until next time
Yours Always
Jay

Nasty cold or the flu


Not sure which it might be but this is week two, well two and half weeks, and yesterday was the peak of agony.
I feel some what better. But this is awful. I have kept on going working, cleaning(kind of), & cooking(sord of) So tired. Another big inventory, advance hub stores usually are, tomorrow. Starts at 5am.
Until next time.
Yours Always
Jay

Happy Birthday to Me


I am 41 years old today. After the past 18 years I am so grateful to the Divine Universe for the blessing that is my life.
I have no REAL friends, just an accumilation of aquiantences; I have no home or car and yet I still feel happy today.
I have a fair to decent job, a kind of husband, a wonderful mother, a great cat, and my breath. To me that makes me the wealthiest person in the Universe.
So Happy Birthday to me!

I am ready to move on


“I am beat down by this world and no longer feel I belong here. I am ready to move on, die! I am ready to shed this fleshly vessel and move on into darkness or light;  anything is better than this world we have created.”
This is just an emotional piece in response to the current state of affairs our world is in. I apologize for upsetting those dear to me. Much light love and peace
Until next time
Yours Always
Jay